Somewhere over the rainbow.....

Thursday, June 28, 2007

Day 2 of the cleanse.....

Currently feeling: A LITTLE hungry (or bored, I can't tell)
Currently wearing: a yellow shirt with tons of girl heads on it, jeans...black sweater...nothing fancy.
Current weight: I don't know today....but I started two days ago at......(drumroll!!) 117. AGH!

Hi all.
well, yesterday was tough b/c it was the first day, and I just felt mad that I couldn't eat. I LOVE eating...SO MUCH.
I also eat b/c I'm bored quite often, so I find that I'm bored a lot more now.
I've so far gone......40 hours or so with no food. It's crazy.
I feel pretty good, although I took Kai to the zoo today for like 4 hours in the hot sun, so I feel a little exhausted.....
well, I'm going to go nap for a little bit, until I have to make dinner for Kai...(THAT'S the WORST!) making all this food I can't eat.
Oh well, cest la vie.
chaio.
kw

Monday, June 25, 2007

a new start....

Wow....well, as per usual, it's AGAIN been a really long time since I've blogged.
I turn 30 this year. Isn't that crazy? I've decided it's time for a life change. I'm starting that off with another fast. I will fast and at the end (If I last) I will celebrate by getting my hair trimmed and colored...I'm SO crazy. haha.
I just came to realize that I feel very unhappy with myself, and I need a fresh start....
I need to FEEL healthier and act healthier...
Music is going great, and I LOVE it, so I want to be able to love myself while I do it...know what I mean?
Anyhow - Today is monday night, and my official start day will be Wednesday AM. Which means the FUN laxative tea tomorrow night before bed.....Good times WILL be had...
I WILL blog every day. B/c I am MAKING myself...
so - until then, audious amigos.
Wish me luck.
kw